Why am I an agnostic

I know, this is a completely different topic from the other things I write. But I decided to give it a try anyway. I know it might cause a flood of hateful comments, but I am ready for it.

So yesterday we were talking about our beliefs. Everyone stated their opinions. My grandma said that, yes, there IS undoubtedly a god or a supreme being. My dad said, “The nature is what we call god.” (I somewhat agree with him) , but he further added that he thinks that there is someone who handles all this world. He is the one in charge (god). (I didn’t quite agree with this).

Then I was asked. I delayed response by saying, “I am still thinking about this.” But couldn’t extend it for more than 2 weeks.

Finally, I said, I am an agnostic. When I explained what it meant, came the response, “so you’re somewhere in between”.

I tried explaining that it’s not the case, but couldn’t. So, that’s the reason I am writing this post.

  • Agnostic means someone who does not say that there is god but neither denies it. He just says he doesn’t know and won’t believe it till he does not experience it.
  • Agnostic doesn’t mean being “SOMETHING IN BETWEEN” because you keep the both ends open. You just say that you don’t KNOW STUFF.

You know what, actually, what you believe doesn’t really matter that much, as long as you don’t make them come in between your day-to-day life.

* What I have written is purely what my opinion. No offense!


“Ah, long loved sleep…. I just crave for it, longing, but it just doesn’t come to me that easy. ” , This is a story of every sleep deprived person. They so wish to go back to the “kindergarten times” when they got to sleep in the afternoon. They regret not sleeping well at that time.
But what happens when they ACTUALLY have time to sleep? As in the vacations? Oh well, do they sleep?? You’ve got to be kidding me. WHO DOES THAT?? 
So, what is the solution?











Neither do I know. What did you think?  I am not here to tell you about any magical “pill” or “pillow” (pun intended). What do you even expect from a random girl on the internet??

The trip and the trip to the dentist

It was summer. I was about 10 years old. I used to be the one who does all the weird stuff and thinks, “I am cool! ” So one day I decided that it would be adventurous and cool to climb up the wall of first floor. If I accomplished that, I would be the greatest human being in the world and rule the earth. So why not? I started climbing, somewhat like this.
There comes the villain, asking me what am I doing? Proudly, I told him about my plan to be the greatest human alive and to rule the world. Woe is me! I couldn’t stop myself from telling my plan.
little did I know, He’d get jealous and try to overpower me. He decided to trip me “accidentally”. And he succeeded!
I had to be taken to the dentist….






looking back, I now understand that he wanted democracy and opposed my Imperialism!

​The interview with a kiddo: part I

First of all, I would like to introduce you to my cousin. She doesn’t want to go her name on internet, and as she is young, I’ll call her “kiddo” throughout the interview. She is 10 y.o. and pretty smart. She is so talkative that I always try to get her to let me talk. But this day, I decided to interview her and let her talk and she totally nailed it.

M:me.  K: kiddo

M: So, Hi Kiddo.

K: Hi, so what are we doing? Why are you recording what I am saying? Is this….

M: I am gonna interview you.

K: wow this is gonna be fun. I like interviews and…

M: OK, so tell me  how would you define life?

K: life is a journey in which you come across various landforms like rivers, valleys, mountains, lakes, islands and all those things. And for the music part of my brain, it would mean that life is a piano and you walk through the piano. If the black keys represent sadness and white keys represent happiness, then you have a bunch of both in life. I would also say that life is like an abstract painting, you’ve got everything different than others. So I would like to advise you that live your life the fullest, ’cause you only get to live once.

M: what do you think happens after death?

K: as I said in the first answer, if you have been on the white keys, done good deeds, you get to live in the land of your favorite characters. For girls it would be Cinderella, Rapunzel etc. And for boys it would be cars. And if you have done bad deeds, you get to live with witches and vampires.

M: OK.
The interview doesn’t end here. Actually the interview was of 10 mins and 14 secs. So I decided to make it into parts. Please tell me if you like this so that I can do more like these.

PS- I swear my cousin, herself gave these answers. She is mature for her age.

An interesting interview with a kiddo

​Hey fellow readers, I couldn’t keep up with my blog recently because my prelims were going on. These exams were really important. Now, finally I have got some time to blog again. 

I recently interviewed a well known celebrity, who is smart, awesome, cool. The interview went well. Just kidding, I interviewed my 10 year old cousin. (She is not a celebrity)

I basically asked her some philosophical and abstract questions like “how would you define life?” “What do you think is death” etc. I would like to share some of the excerpts from the interview. Would you like to read how she answered?

​This guest came to our house on the first day of new year. If only we were living in a bungalow, we’d have surely adopted him

              Around 8 am, this puppy was sitting at our front door. He was cross breed, and was shivering. Maybe he was frightened by crackers burst on 31st December. We gave him an old shawl. He stopped shivering after I cuddled him, and slept peacefully. He was sleeping for about 4-5  hours so I got worried that he must be ill. I gave him something to eat and then he was energetic. He started jumping and all. I decided to give him for adoption, but sadly after posting his photos, no one enquired about him. In the evening,finally, when I decided to leave him somewhere, I found some puppies who looked just like him, I left him there, and I am happy to announce that he finally found his siblings and mother!! He was so sad the whole day, I was happy to send him. 
                 When I gave the puppy something to eat and then went out for some time, my father came home. The puppy hadn’t seen my father, and he didn’t let him enter our house. My father was laughing, knowing that the puppy had come just 2-3 hours ago, was now bossing around him.

A letter to malala

​I recently read the book “I am malala” and got inspired by that. I wrote a letter to malala yusufzai, but couldn’t post as I don’t know her postal address. Anyways, I decided to post the letter here. Hopefully, she’ll stumble upon here, and read this. This letter is edited version of original letter.

Dear malala,

Hello, how are you? I am a 14 years old girl from India. I read your book “I am malala” and found it interesting. I found it awesome that you fought for your and other girls’ basic right of education. I am so fascinated by your work, that I have made a poster about your work for our school’s Phalak Sajawat competition. Phalak Sajawat competition is our school’s competition. In which, each class has to choose a theme and decorate the classroom accordingly. Our class chose the topic “struggle” and I wrote about your struggle for education.

Do you know, the night I finished reading your book, I had a dream that I am eating mutton biryani with you! From then, I keepthe book with me while eating biryani.

I would really like to meet you, but I know it’s not possible because of Taliban’s threat to you.

So, which school/college do you go to now?

I go to aksharnandan school. I feel I am lucky to be in this school. Our school is great! And you’ll be happy to know that here, in India we don’t have to struggle for going to school.

You lived in Pakistan earlier, and now live in UK ( I don’t know for sure, I read somewhere). So what difference do you feel in UK’s education system?

Please reply to my letter, tell me more about your new school, friends etc. I have told my friends that I am writing a letter to malala, so I would like to show them your reply. If possible, give your autograph on the letter.